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#sad boi hours#this moment broke me a bit#these storylines are getting a little too personal#meme#oc#arlecchino#genshin impact#fontaine#clervie#crucabena
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J-HOPE & BOOGALOO KIN Hope on the Street (2024)
#hoseok#jhope#hobi#bts#btsgif#btsedit#dailybts#userines#usersky#annietrack#*#hope on the street#took me forever to make this i think that last set broke my brain and stress has got me functioning at 5% lately#but anyway look at them and their little coordinating outfits <3#i loved that he asked him to be involved in this series like not only was it brave to bring him along to revisit his identity as a dancer#but i think it also made for more insightful moments throughout the doc#he clearly feels very comfortable around him and im glad he was there to give him the advice he needed in those moments#also just <33 all the moments of him watching him dance with so much admiration just like with stars in his eyes i loved it so much#i think he was such an integral part of this series and i wanted to highlight their relationship a lil bit 🫶#and their couple outfits hehehe
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I know you've got a little life in you yet
#yeah yeah the mermaid part#THIS was the bit that broke me#the moment stede takes the cloth from his face#and he realizes someone came for him#someone cares#not even sure if he realized it was stede at first#and he starts fighting so hard to live#desperately trying not to drown#trying to reach out for anyone#😭😭😭😭#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2 spoilers#ed/stede#edward teach
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short king and his shorter kings
#pizza tower#pepstavo#peppinoise#i sketched it out WEEKS ago#but w me almost finishing this godawful comm i felt compelled to do something for Me#i cannot wait to finish; i have a couple of forms sitting there collecting dust but im too overwhelmed w this shitty comm-#-to even attempt to tackle those. i need to scrub my brain and start fresh. but after i finish it lmao#anyway hey. hope everyones okay and vibin#dont take this seriously but also. heehee.#in hindsight i feel like i need to bump gustavos head up a lil bit but weh#not too compelled to fix it.#additional context that i think is fun; gus is just a touchy dude and he finds all kinds of reasons to pick peppino up#and every time peppino is like SO flustered and shocked bc itll be in the view of customers#like some sports team wins and its on their tvs and ppl are hootin n hollerin#and like people will notice and keep cheering and its alot hes like oh my GOD u cannot keep doing that im going to explode and then die#noise will do it to prove he can do it and then his back snaps in two bc he weighs like 80 lbs (36kg)#but for like a brief moment of time he is facefirst in tummy and hes ecstatic#theo it is not funny to be rushed to the er bc u broke ur back#also suggestive (but funny i prommy)#but he absolutely would be that like girl who needed a neckbrace from having her gf accidentally sit on her face too hard#hes like ouuuuhhghh....that was worth it. how long will it take to recover doc bc i wanna do it again :)#meanwhile. i think if that happened peppino would literally go into hiding. ur not finding him.#it would literally haunt him that he nearly killed this rat w his fat ass#as if this is not the way both gus and noise would like to go out. it would be peaceful for them i think#anyway#runs away cutely; see u in two weeks maybe
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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Your art is so poignant and skillfully executed. I'm always excited to see what you create, and all the various influences that are revealed(or hidden) in each art piece.
That being said, I was not prepared for the sudden influx of Sad Dog x Bright Dog art you've been sharing recently! Machete having the potential of being loved and enjoying tenderness despite himself is one of The Best reveals of 2023. I enjoy how you express his relationship and struggles just as much as i enjoyed the stand alone pieces you've shared.
Thank you much for sharing the broader stories and pictures of your characters 💓
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#aw dangit you're making me all emotional#thank you! that was such a lovely comment#sad dog x bright dog art has been the theme of this summer that's for sure#and I'm really moved by the overwhelmingly positive response my dogs have gotten#people genuinely seem to root for them and wish them good things#not to sound too sentimental but Machete has functioned as a misery sink for me for so long#I've spent years putting him through the meat grinder over and over again and while it has been cathartic in itself#it feels almost like a healing moment to give him some hope and happiness and someone to be with#and it's very rewarding to notice that this hasn't gone unnoticed by people who have been following my art and characters for a while#character growth#answered#anonymous#“having the potential of being loved” broke me just a little bit#like yeah who knew
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Fourteen Days of MHA | 7/14: First Impressions, Just One Bad Day
Shouta’s first impression of Yamada is that he’s loud.
He’d thought Shirakumo, who deposits their classmate in the seat across from him in the cafeteria and scurries away with a cry of Shouta, this is Hizashi, be friends! was bad, but Yamada’s YO! is loud enough that several people at nearby tables turn their heads to look.
“It’s Aizawa, right?” he says, still too loud, leaning across the table. At least he doesn’t assume familiarity just because Shirakumo introduced him by his given name. “I’m Yamada Hizashi. I’m in your class, but I sit waaay in the back, so you might not remember—”
Shouta does remember. Yamada has very distinctive hair, and Shouta had thought he was loud in the classroom, too. He might sit near the back, but their homeroom is definitely not big enough that he has to yell during attendance to be heard.
Yamada is undeterred by Shouta’s continuing silence as he launches into what, for all intents and purposes, is an opening monologue of relevant information. Every so often, he pauses like he’s waiting for Shouta to cut in, which of course he doesn’t, so Yamada forges ahead, gesturing with his chopsticks in hand but never quite managing to pause long enough to actually eat anything.
Shouta has to appreciate the logic of having an introductory speech prepared. Maybe he should do the same, so he doesn’t have to sit in awkward silence at times like this. At least times like this are few and far between.
You can only have so many first days of school in your life. One day he’ll graduate and never have to introduce himself to a new class again.
#14DaysofMHA#aizawa shouta#yamada hizashi#AND THEN HE BECAME A TEACHER#anyway i have another little snippet of this i'm going to *try* to queue right after this one bc it made me laugh#but i hate the bit in the middle so i just broke them up into two little guys#i thought the poll yesterday was so interesting too!!#like. i always thought that he started out in the hero course#bc if he had transferred the whole conversation abt it during the sports festival would have been the perfect setup to establish that#the thing is i really thought there was something abt it in vigilantes but i couldn't find it ?? so maybe i just made that up idk#but while i was looking i 1) had a moment about mic calling shirakumo 'oboro'#and 2) cried. again <3#liza writes#100 words liza#q
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feeling very objectum tonight. hello objectums. I love you
#as if I'm not Objectum every waking moment of my life sdhdshds#but yeah I'm. feeling it today!#I'm about to go to bed with bby hehe#I'm thinking about my old phone that was probably my first object crush before I knew what that was...sigh#I lent them to my younger sibling when their phone broke and I haven't seen them since then </3#maybe I should ask if they still have them buttt it'd be a bit of a weird thing to ask because I have a. technically better phone ^^;#I would like to see them again yknow. now that I know and all that#I was really attached to them aha....I didn't really want to get a technically better phone or whatever#ack. having lotsa thoughts!!#Like oh I'm friends with my siblings bike like legitimately I will talk to that thang#and my me and my fathers car are friends now. I didn't like her at first because I was very used to older cars and her having#a simple UI touchscreen put me off. I still don't really agree with touchscreens in cars but it's not like you have to use it for anything#which is better than some modern cars aha....#Oh jeez bby is like warm warm aha ^^; I better put her on the fan#This could've been like 3 separate posts. oopsies ehe ^^;#Objectum#Android.txt
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Looks like that video is about a month & a half after The Trade and trevors broken ankle 😣
re: this video… anon 😭 i had suspicions but it is so much worse to have them confirmed that really was like. trevor’s first Public Appearance without jamie AND post-broken ankle which is traumatic in and of itself no wonder every beat reporter was like ‘oh yeah trevor’s just devastated’
wouldn’t you be miserable too if your best friend just got traded and your body betrayed you and what if it was maybe all your fault!!!
#bestie thank you so much for fact-checking me 🙏🙏🥰🥰 i love when y’all come in my inbox & answer the questions i yell into the void of my tag#we are Suffering about trevor TOGETHER in this house. if i scrolled all the way to the bottom of my drafts i think i could find even more#heartbreaking content from before The Trade but we don’t need to suffer that much otherwise the penguin cup of tea is really irish coffee#confirms ALL of my theories about miserable trevor leaning into mason for comfort because in some universes that’s THEIR boyfriend who left#liv in the replies#trevor zegras#mason mctavish#need to go lay on the floor about this one folks. do you think trevor said he would only do it if mason came if he could sit next to mason#right at the end where people were rushing out not stopping to talk tired by the end of the line and not even thinking just to guarantee he#wouldn’t get asked anything because he still has a hard time believing it’s real he keeps thinking jamie’ll be there especially w/his ankle#i’m sure he doesn’t have a great time with stairs so he probably will nap on the couch sometimes and that moment right when he first wakes#up to the bang of the door and he doesn’t quite know he’s awake yet and he thinks it’s jamie coming in? heartbreaker right there bud. sorry#ALSO because I can’t say it and leave it alone I almost put that last bit strictly in the tags but like. there’s gotta be some part of#trevor that knows it’s nothing to do with him but still naïvely believes that if he’d maybe been there if he hadn’t been injured things#could have worked out differently if he’d been there and it’s his fault his ankle broke and do you remember all the interviews jamie gave#about how you never think you’ll be traded and how strange it is to be moving and now i need you to take that naïveté times 1000 for trevor#who of course he never even pictures jamie leaving they were building the core together!!! why would they ever get rid of him!! and if only#trevor had been there to show how important jamie was. what would he have done? literally nothing but that does not stop the emotional guil#from enveloping trevor like a rain cloud and making him sit in mason’s apartment with ice cream bowl in hand. holistic treatment l
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Dear diary...
I'm feeling like... Recovery might be possible for me...? But maybe my mind is just deceiving...
I don't know why I felt this for a moment. I really doubt it, but I had a... Small glimpse of hope last night, somehow? But I don't even know if I want to try anything, only to then end up failing again and feeling worse than before.
Recovery scares me. Everything in general fucking scares me so much...
#dear diary#personal#recovery#worthless#empty#tired#useless#i want to die#i hate myself#i'm sorry#pain#alone#anxiety#self harm#suicidal#sad#depression#heartbreak#hurt#hopeless#kill me#lost#lonely#broken#numb#not good enough#my best friend helped me last night while I broke down...#fuck i love them sm 💖#but it feels like i was just feeling a bit hopeful for only that moment...#something is telling me not to try anything at all...
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Btw I am currently writing- im working on the Candybatz ship fic-
like- chat- I don't think y'all understand-
this is how many words are in it so far- plus with a bonus sneak peek
and there's gonna be even more than this
#spooky month sr pelo#candybats#kevin spooky month#streber spooky month#kevin x streber#...i really did miss writing for a bit... i just- havent had the best motivation as of recently#but then i keep looking back at the stories i have posted in recent times#bc like- i wont lie- i kinda felt like- nobody really liked my stories n shit- it was one of those self doubt moments#but then i looked- literally nearly a thousand fucking people have read that mr puzzles story#and that legit actually like- broke that self doubt for me entirely#and i thought ...huh... wow... thats a lotta people- aka self doubt is bullshit and it should never be listened to
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god i finally watched new episodes my honest reaction is jgiwoaoKzmxmkwkakkak
#it kinda doesnt feel real for me idk why#like i do not actually process all of it??#tho I DO have ideas and thinking i did pay attention#maybe i've just had a wild day i guess#but also oh god vex'ahlia broke my heart#twice#first time were when scanlan was talking how he couldn't be at two places at the same time to help 'em and she said nobody gives a fuck#i feel so bad for scanlan rn i love him#haven't watched campaing to the bard's lament yet but oh fuck im too spoiled i do know what happens where (a little bit)#the second time was when she said she really cares for percy i started crying at that moment#also im a lil bit disappointed cuz i thought we would get percys death and vex's spech but we got “i open the door completly naked” scene ->#and im very happy we got it like oh wow i didn't expect that#but idk im just a girl and i love percahlia's slowburn#since i watched 64 eps of actual campaign it become hard for me to not compare campaign and tlovm cuz obviosly its very different#but with percahlia in tlovm we don't have hours and hours of campaign context#(we don't have percy making her arrows)#and i understand why cuz 100+ streams 3+ hours each is one thing and animated series with 12 eps of 25 minutes is another#but as i said previosly it is very hard for me to not compare it#by the way i do think changes in tlovm make sense#cuz like?? i think vex is more sharpy in tlovm than in campaign?? like#like she punced scanlan in first season and in campaign they are kinda good friends and i really love them??#*punched#and i think she's more ?? bossy i guess?? idk how to put it into words but in my head it makes sense “i open the door completly naked” ->#goes earlier than “i shouldve told you its yours” cuz shes playing pretend even more than in campaign???#acts like its casual when its actually isnt AT ALL#and im glad percy said “what is it i want” to vex cuz its kinda like that scene in campaign when percy talked to vax#when he called them all family for the first time and said he's trying to find what he wants in life#i love percy and vax dynamic btw#i wanted to write even more here but apparently i can do only 30 tags wtf#they want me to actually write posts oh no. hate to put it all in tags but im too nervous abt posting on the internet
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every time i think about the locked tomb series i just circle back to “you can’t take loved away” and “life is short, love is long”
#like. if that’s not what this series is all about.#ITS ABOUT LOVE!! ITS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT LOVE!!!!#sort of. in a way#not as clear in gideon. but like#reading gideon after reading the others. you can see it.#like. not even with harrow and gideon. putting them to the side for a bit#palamexes and camilla. the teens and magnus. magnus and abigail. the teens in general. ianthe and coronabeth.#the list goes on!!! the entirty of the cav necro pair is formed on love!!#and ianthe#she broke that tradition out of love as well!!#it makes me SICK!!!!#and then the little moments. “’go loud’. ya know???#DIES#i love things when love is a main theme and factor of the story#but especially in tragedy and horror. like. god. sorry. jod.#and it’s there#but it doesn’t fully hit until nona#because the amount of love in that book. overwhelming. there’s just so much love it makes me sick#i love the poppy war but i am excited to finish it so i can reread this series in full#they make me ill#the locked tomb#me rambling
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just skipped to the miss power special so I could understand a lot better what people were talking about… let me tell you lives were CHANGED.
#THE TWO BRAINS MOMENTS WERE SOO GOOD#I love how he was done w her shit since moment one#that attitude is ALLL stevens#tb only broke down the moment that cheese was mentioned#but that was probably squeaky getting desperate#his scene were SO STEVEN CODED#he’s literally trying to lecture wg im not ok…………#THE MENTOR IS STILL INSIDE OF HIM#sorry for rambling abt my blorbo so much#CHUCK IS A FRICKING RESELLER I GASPED WHEN HE SAID THAT#I almost cried when wg exploded at him TT#Tobeys look when he’s getting insulted by wg :(((( his dreams were shattered right there and then#AND THE BUTCHER MAN HIS REACTION MADE MY HEART HURT#miss power only insulting the most thoughtful villians is just soo…….. :((((#also wg in her villain era let’s go#im not saying the villians deserved it…. buuuuut#im glad she got to seriously snap at least ONCE#lastly SALLY??? TEAMING UP W THE VILLAINS?????#THAT WAS SO COOL#the im here to trade wife for all this stuff. I mean trade all this stuff for my wife.. I am very nervous…..#THAT BIT MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD#ok back to two brains#I was pausing every single time he appeared on screen#his reactions were INMACULATE#I love thinking that in the prison cell he was genuinely disappointed in wg#the look he gives when mentioning her made me so sad :(((#and this fits so well into one of my headcanons that I don’t have time to explain#THE LOOKS OF PURE HATRED AND CONFUSION HE GIVES TO MISS POWER… ok I ran out of tags I talked too much#wordgirl#ramble
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first time ever fainting and it happened at 1am when i am home alone and on the other side of the house from my phone. dont especially love that for me!
#PLS DONT WORRY i am fine. i think it was standing up quickly while watching a lifeguard rescue video asdghk#my rescue career nipped in the bud!!#i was in the kitchen having just let puppy outside when my vision started greying out and i became dizzy#i was able to sit down and then lay down on the floor before i actually passed out#i was only out for a few seconds i think but i did actually lose consciousness bc for a moment i didnt know why i was on the floor :|#but it mustve only been a second or two bc puppy was still sniffing me#i broke out in a cold sweat and just laid there for a couple minutes (& puppy laying next to me) and now im completely fine#but that was a bit scary. i gotta say. that's never happened to me before.#ive had some close calls a couple times when getting blood drawn but this was so sudden slghjlskhgj#in the video i was watching they were rescuing a girl with a spinal injury :\ and she was screaming in pain :\#the other rescues in the video were mostly wholesome and then that suddenly happened :\#in case anyone was wondering whether i would be helpful in a medical emergency! pls do not count on me alsdghksdlg#my sisters know this already unfortch#ANYWAY i will not be watching those anymore. im going to watch some baby animal videos or smth now and go to bed
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Obsessed with "my power comes from here, it comes from..." *gestures at his heart* "...and it's broken"
#I mean obvi watching his students go off to die in a war helped break his heart#but we all know what put the first and biggest cracks in:#the beach divorce#cherik#Charles xavier#the part of me that loves a tragedy can't get over the way Erik broke Charles' heart and just how lost that left him#or the way Charles helped break his own heart bc he had to turn Erik down#that particular moment is one of my top five Charles Xavier moments tho#and boy howdy does James McAvoy really sell it#Charles talking about his broken heart breaks mine a little bit#it's a very underrated cherik moment imo#xmen days of future past#xmen movies#xmen prequels#martianbugsbunny ships
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